how i’ve grown

i used to be somewhat of a “socialite”. meeting new people, hanging out all day, seeing new things. that was my cup of tea. was.

now i can’t stand the thought of wasting my time with people i don’t like and spending my money on things i don’t enjoy. i realize that sometimes certain social obligations are unavoidable, but i try as much as possible to cut out the irritations in my life. and spend time with people who are truly worth it.

relationship-wise, i used to be the clingy one. i wanted to know everything and anything that was going on rightthatsecond. but i learned the hard way that that doesn’t work. at all. so i’ve come to love my space and privacy. a lot.

and, i used to be the one who cried all the time. but the tears don’t come anymore. the most i get now is a heavy heart.

gee, growing up is fun, isn’t it?