Let’s not talk about it

No mattter how much I explain You can’t, you won’t And probably never will understand The who, why and what of me It’s not your fault I need your faith in me To let me walk down this road Tough though it may be To let me do this, for me It’s mine, I’m sorry [...]

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Indefinite hiatus

No computer. No connection. No mood. No time. Have to reorganize. Have to study. Have to calm down. PS – Go check out Alvin‘s site. Love his March 14 post.

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dark side

Everyone has a side to them that they try to keep secret. Words are slippery and thought is viscous? My thought is viscous sometimes. I tried to hide it, but somehow it leaked out. Nothing matters anymore.

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So what happens now?

If doing just one thing would make everything right, would you do it? If knowing that not doing it would make everything so damned fucked up, would you do it? He won’t do it, and he’s sorry. I can’t blame him, but all my hopes have gone crashing down to rock bottom. No, not just [...]

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Torn

Nothing’s fine I’m torn I’m all out of faith, this is how I feel I’m cold and I am shamed Lying naked on the floor Torn by Natalie Imbruglia They’re on one side. And if I don’t believe them, who else am I going to believe in? After all, they only want what’s best for [...]

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